Wednesday, August 29, 2007

dreams do stain reality

as easy to spot as a dark stain on christ's white of the eye
an insincerity feeds on a heart
a reflection between to mirrors doesn't go on forever
but only until the subject is unable to see
an emotional astigmatism
a myopic faith
a boy who can't trust his eyes not because his imagination is out of focus
but because his brain has ceased to be
a wish that can't be granted
a prayer without a me
yet sweet lies bring him on a path slanted
truth is a chameleon on different tongues
but deceit is constant
because it is everything
understanding is hardly benevolent
and acceptance comes only after a fee
a subject that has died once
splintered formations and life juice are free
embrace a small insanity
a shot of dry apathy
the heart does not feel
the heart does not break
the spirit is the made of cork
all the damage it will take
the subject seeks permission
and promises to fake
who knows under what conditions
this charity he will make
love is in evolution
an irony if it may
but it's just a tab in a life of complication
i can do without
but only barely
will i let go
the seed i sow
the big rebel was right
man can't always reap what he sow
i don't ask for help
when the trouble is within
a bittersweet consequence
connections of emotions have let me in
i asked for termination from the start
now its firmly etched onto my heart
be biggest lesson learned has told me
not to develop the brain
a mix of excreta and essentials
in the cranium in the drain
my folly of goodwill
the biggest gift i'll ever give ladies and gentlemen
will simply, very simply

be

the

one

most

realistic

surreal

.













hush ruben hush, hush, hush, hush. ruben is a spelling error, it is underlined in red. thats right, i am underlined, in red.

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