Friday, August 17, 2007

for, not from

close your eyes,
breathe in slow,
let your tongue touch ceiling.
breathe out without contact.
if you see purple light.
welcome home.

i hide in the cup and sign my letter
i dont cut myself anymore
i dont cut myself anymore
can't see the life ink's river
i don't cut myself anymore
i don't cut myself anymore
keep the black lips they will wither
i don't see myself anymore
i don't see myself anymore
tell me that i'll last forever
i don't keep myself anymore
i don't keep myself anymore.

angel won't you stop the bleeding?
angel won't you walk with me?
angel do you know where i'm heading?
angel why are you leaving.

god don't you look at me like that.
god?
god?
hello?

hold my hand, its cold.
i can't touch my heart my little liar cuts the swan in the neck, my neck has slithers on impatience, but in the end but in the end, its the journey that counts, the stairway to heaven and the highway to hell lead to me, my veins are showing, but my knife is kept. i don't cut myself anymore. but it hurts now more than ever before. i should never reveal the truth, is what i've been told. but its ok, i'm ready to be a victim. let your wolves out on me, the hunted stains the blood of the hunter.

take me home after this, take me home after this. i'll be good, take me home after this, take me home after this. please don't hurt me too bad.

i'll be good i swear.

i'll bark if you want. i'll burn if you want, but don't send me into the forest again.

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